Today was a dreary day weather wise.
But my new hope ball was around and so was a silly attitude.
So, I went to the car insurance place and got my insurance switched. While I was there, I met the eldest Adrienne that I have ever seen. She spelled it the exact same way, so I took her picture, unfortunatley, her finger covers up the name spelling, so you just have to trust me.
Adrienne :) She was a good sport.
Then I went to Target and decided kids can be loud and slimy. After that, I listened to a Heartland CD and decided that I would continue to go to that church. The sermon was on the fathers of our lives. How their actions make the deepest cuts and the biggest points.
Then I reflected on the past few months. I've been skiing with my mermaid goggels(with Nathan for a captain), swimming in the Gulf, I've been sailing with my folks, taken care of a cactus named Clara, bonded with my kittens/cats, and I've learned a lot about letting people and things go.


But most of all I have learned that this life is not one to be planned. I cannot find an ideal life or an ideal husband, I can only trust that God has me in his hands. I've been blessed beyond measure with a spirit that loves simple things like glitter, kids, oceans, cats, anything that glows, and twinkle lights, and all those things surround me on almost a daily basis(I'm working on the ocean). I also love the laughs of my father and mother when they talk in their room behind mine. It gives me hope and courage that love does last and so does laughter. So, I have no agenda, I'm just here for today, and I'm happy to be that: here, right here. 


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